Happy Independence Day

The title got nothing to do with this post. And I don't know what this post is going to be about. Lol. Random me. Just feel like blogging out of a sudden. =D Went out the whole day today. Bought my formal shirt too. Woo! Love it. Still need to find for my skirt. All of it too loose. Ughh! It's not fit at all. And I already took the smallest size =.= Sucks. Hate it when I can't find the right size for the things I want. Especially shoes. Love shoes so much <3 Shopping for shoes is just soo fun.

Better continue studying. Didn't study the whole day today =/ Night [=

Hmm. I wonder what is that person going to say

Update

Time to update after neglecting it for so long. I'm having my finals right now. Finished my first paper already and I'm kinda proud with it. Maybe cause I know how to do. And I don't know why I don't feel worried for this exam at all. I got no feeling. Like so relaxed =/ I don't think it's very good to be so relaxed. But I like to be like that. I still study and work hard but not worried =DD

Birthday just pass. And I got a baby guinea pig for my birthday. A birthday present from my guinea pig ;) Love them so much. I have to wake up early in the morning to go pass up my PTPTN loan. Ughh. How wonderful. Out of all days, they choose that day. Luckily it didn't took a very long time. If not, I'll really go crazy and ruin my day. Then, I was out till evening [= Enjoyed the moment. It was like a normal outing but it's somehow different. Maybe because I'm with that person <3 Got a bear from that person. Wooo! New bear added to my collections. Lol. The day before my birthday. Went out for dinner with family. The day after my birthday with friends. Love all of them so muchhh. It was fun to go out with them. Went to Hard Rock Hotel. First time there. And also went to eat German's food. The thought of it makes me feel hungry now. Yumm. Super delicious

That's my update for now. Kinda tired after cracking my brain for exam. Sleeping time and tomorrow will be another studying day =( I still enjoy studying. Better than working. Looking forward to my sem break ;D

Redwan Ali - Would You Be There

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

Lyrics taken from http://www.lyriczz.com/lyrics/redwan-ali/45158-would-you-be-there/

A nice song. Really meaningful ;)

I want to watch Salt movie. Super want to watch. And also Inception. Arghh. I need time and also money to watch that!! Helppp! I'm so gonna watch this two movie. It's like a must watch movies.

My birthday is coming soon. I'm not sure what is my birthday wish this year. But what I can list now is this :

1. To be that person's special person
2. A camera
3. Everything in my life goes smoothly [=

Feeling down again. Sighh. I don't know what to say. Everytime sure will end up feeling down. I didn't really talk just. It's like soo quiet. I didn't talk that person didn't talk too. So it's like, sitting down and stare at things. I know it feels weird not talking but I don't feel like talking to that person. Seriously. I don't like when that person keep changing decisions. I know it's that person's nature and no point I complain bout it. I still need to complain. Never mind. Skip that.

Watched Chloe. The movie sucks. It was complicated and they drag the whole movie. Ishh. And out of all, it's about LESBIANS! Then, there is a scene where girl and girl kissed. Damn gross. Haha. But in between the movie, it was fun. Well, watching with the person you like of course does make things feel better. No matter how bad the movie is, I still enjoyed it.

My finals is coming soon. As in like very very soon. I haven't start studying yet. I need to start studying and less on laptop already. I always on laptop and play Facebook game. Goshh. Need to stop. STOP!! Studies more important. I'll go to lecture tomorrow. I might be alone but I'll still go. I don't want let ppl's decision influence me

What The ...

Okay. This guy is giving me weird reactions o.O I mean normal friends don't do that, do they? Crap laa. I feel so bad. Is he jealous? He sound jealous to me. Should stop talking about this kind of things with him. *breathe breathe* He's a friend who is jealous I treat other guy better. Yea yea. That must be it. Okayy. Everything is settled. =( It's NOT! Arghh. *faint* Act normal. Yeaaa. This is the only way [=

After so many emo post, I'm blogging a not emo one =p I miss someone. Random me. Lol. College life seems better now. I feel less stress already. Maybe because the scary exams are over. And also the assignments are the easy ones only. Not the one which need us to crack head and think bout it. I'm glad. Plus plus, finals is another week time only. Scared and also glad is ending soon. Time flies. One sem going to finish already. =/ I don't want it to finish so fast. =(( Don't want to go working life that fast!

College means classmates. Well, there's this guy in my class. Erm, should I call him a guy or a girl? Or maybe half? I'm not trying to discriminate him. But he really annoy ppl. He treat everyone as if the whole world owe him something. he only treat some of us nicely. The same group ppl with him. Which is my assignment group ppl. That is the only ppl who he talk to and treat nicely. The rest of them, he look and stare at them. He talk to them in a weird way =/ It makes me feel bad cause I'm mixing with such kind of ppl. All of them are my classmates too. He just talk to them as if they did something to him =.= I want to avoid him already. The way he wear his shirt is like =.= And also his sooooo damn wonderful recycling bag. Oh wonderful. Can't he just say he want to put his bag in one of our cars. There's three car there. He can't put at his motor he can put in one of our car. Not as if there is some valueable things in the bag. It's only books =.= He button up all his buttons and put up his collar =.= Seriously, this is just SOOO NERD! I am not a person who can stand nerd. I will feel weird walking beside them. I know I'm evil. But I don't care. He discriminate my classmates. I'll discriminate him. And he follow where we walk. We walk to the right, he follows. We walk to the left, he follow too. As if we're magnets pulling him around. What the.... We tried to shoo him away but it just doesn't work =/ We're always the last one to go out from class. Somehow, I don't know why. Maybe because after each class, we'll sit and talk instead of packing things and go out. Then, he'll stand there and wait for us =( My way of asking him to go away. "Can you pleaseee don't be a light bulb. We need to have some private time together" This only work when other classmates are not around. Lol. I should stop talking bad about him/her already. Seriously he's so gay. I guess he need a mental checkup. Some mental prob. Ppl ask him do survey, he'll ask this and that. Ask till that person say it's ok don't have to do already. Gosh. They're tarcians too. What can they do? And ppl give brochure. He also ask this and ask that. He ask in a way that make ppl feel he's very annoying. Somehow he has the way. Gosh. Okayy. Really stopping now =/

You make me smile yet you make me down =]/=(